tony hauth 9/11 suicide

you are infinity now.
would any of this cheer you up?
bon jovi, britney spears?
rose petal tea?

cedarwood?
dumpster-diving perfectly edible organic kale?
the beauty

could you see beauty?
i couldn't either until late september.
beauty in the cold shadows october 1 and 2.

i met thom yorke days after you died.
wikileaks.
reine fiske guitar.
something might cheer you.
a friend to say: hang on.

but i say go, go
journey to the end of the night, to the end of solitude, and pain, find more, when so much might consume . . .
you take it easy now, and i stumble blindly down the same hall of horrors.

you were quick like that, and dear.
bp oil
wikileaks
9/11 suicide

you fell into my arms and out