dear elliott smith

i think i almost had a fatal heart attack a week ago from last sunday over "punch and judy"

just the first 20 seconds of it made me so sad my heart pounded so hard it hurt me.

i think that is what they mean by dying of a broken heart.  except i didn't die.

so that's cool.

i think its kinda cool you might kill me from the grave.

lots of people miss you,
mary